what am i doing.
just WHAT am i doing.
reading it over again.
it really makes me angry.
seriously.
why.
do i even..
...
man.
im the dummest person alive.
can someone.
anyone.
tell me what I should do.
im so dumb.
grrr.
i do hope.
in the future.
that my future bf will NEVER EVER be like that.
really.
i dont want my future bf to be THIS tiring.
hmms.
yes yes ^^
thinking of that really makes feel better
haha.
at least i know.
god is training me now.
so i wont have such a tiring time withmy future bf.
xD
what a way to think of it.!
haha.
i guess.
this is what people call
the bright side of life
^^

haha anyway.
saw what joel wrote about me.
though i think its a few days late to type this.
BUT.
i want to write about my friends too
xD
wahhaa.
sorry if i copied your idea ^^
hehe.
hmms..
my close friends only okay.?
^^

1. xinyi
someone i spend lots of time with.
currently quarrelling.
but shes a nice person to spend time with.

2. vivien
^^
shes the only one of the 6 in the same class as me.!
anyway.
shes my 'diary' in school.
haha.
yes everything thats bothering me
i'll definately tell her ^^
someone trustworthy in my class
yes yes.!
haha.
and we go through alot of things together too.
=.=..
like.
THE PULLING OF HAIR.?!
wahaha.
whatever.
basically.
a nice gurl.
AND PRETTIEST AMONG THE 6 OF US
(:

3. yieyeng
whee ~~
yie yie yie yie yie ~~
haha.
okay joking.
haha.
yes.
she is always HAPPY.
(:
haha.
most of the times.
yes yes.
a very nice person to confide in too.
and of course.
with her playing with you,
you'll never get bored
(:
ps. her flying kick really HURTS.

4. huilian ~~
hehe.
nickname cow or hl.
i prefer to call her hl.
wahaha.
shes ALWAYS happy.
yes yes.
NEVER seen her angry before.
^^
funny friend to hang out with.
and of course.
LURVES TO SLEEP.
^^"

5. CAROLINE ~~~~
a really SERIOUS girl.!
haha.
should learn to relax abit.!!
always neutral in our fights
xD
and.!!
i havent figured who she likes yet
(;
wahahaha.
okok im joking.
^^"
dont get mad.!
but you're always missing the fun
T.T..

okay my group done
^^
now the people outside the group.!!

1. DADDY.
(: (:
always supportive and understanding.
whee ~
though you're playful sometimes.
but you're more matured than me.!!
haha.
feel safe telling you things ALL the time.
haha.
there is NOTHING you dont know
^^
and you understand EVERY BIT of me.
and thats so COOL.
yes yes.
DEFINITELY FIT TO BE MY DAD.
(:
i even inherited some stuffs from you
xD
wahahaha.

2. JOEL.
i think i'm relying on you more and more.!
haha.
see la.
you're always getting me into trouble.!!
but i bet.
i owe you BIG TIME in my past life.
so i'll forgive you
xD
wahahaha.
mad.
ohh and
YOU.
YOU PROMISED TO BE HAPPY.!!
(: wahaha.
YOU HAD BETTER BE.
or i'll haunt you till you laugh in your sleep.
xD
thats MAD.
anyway.
trustworthy guy.
hmms.
loyal.?
except maybe.
WHITEMAILING ME.
wahahaha.
stop making up nonsense la.!
=.=...

3. hanbing.!
i doubt you're going to read my blog but whatever.
haha.
yes yes.
very understanding
^^
and err.
ALWAYS MAKING ME CALL.
yea.
haha.
by looking at his looks.
YOU'LL NEVER SEE THAT HE IS THAT WISE.!!!
yes yes ^^
always helping me with my problems.
VERY GRATEFUL
haha
xD
thanks.!

4. CHERYLLLL
my DARLING COUSIN.!!
yes yes.!
VERY PRETTY GIRL.
and always there to help me
^^
im so sorry i cant help you much when you're crying.
i dont know what to do when people cry.!!!
lol.
but whatever it is.
i want cheryl to be HAPPY FOREVER.
(:
yes yes.?
i take it as you promised.!!
(x

5. ryan
^^
haha.
yes yes.
you helped me alot
~.~
and im very grateful
^^
very helpful dude.
but but.
T.T..
i do hope i wont cause problems for you anymore.!!
>.<.!!!
next time if theres anything.
PLEASE JUST GO FOR WHATEVER YOU NEED TO.
>.<.!!
you can help me after you're done with your lessons..
and its not worth it to miss your lessons cause of a dumb pig
T.T
okay okay.??
im so sorry btw.
i know i repeated this alot.
but its cause.
IM SOOO DUMB.
~.~

6. chenghoong.?
haha.
im so sorry i didnt know how to spell your name earlier.!!
>.<.!!
i dont know much about you.
all i know is.
I OWE YOU $9.95.!!
T.T.T.T.T.T
haha.
anyway.
i dont know what to say.
but i do hope you'll be happy everyday.!
(:

7. ann chen.!??!?!!?
i dont know how you came up into my head.
maybe cause i talk to hanbing too much and you're there.
haha.
anyway.
IM SORRY OKAY.
i didnt mean it okay.?
@.@.
anyway i really DIDNT do anything to my bro.
so relax ~~
i could hear you saying how mean i am through the phone.
if you dont know.
=/

i think thats about it..
haha.
for those i've missed out
^^"
sorry.!!
cant remember anyone else..
well except my god siblings.
wahaha.
^^
god siblings i'll write another day bahhs
(:

yea.
come to think about it.
i feel that im the luckiest girl alive on this world now.
(:
THANK YOU ALL FOR MAKING IT WONDERFUL.!!
^^
lol.
i guess i owe it BIG TIME to you guys again.
will repay you in my next life
xD
haha.
or next next life if you need to
(x